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Rindu nak study


Wednesday, 29 February 2012 11:11 0 Comment(s)


Hai. Actually tak tahu nak tulis pasal apa pun. So i'm going to write about my feeling now. Seriously, aku rindu sangat nak belajar balik. Aku rasa awkward bila tak pegang buku lama-lama. Aku rasa hidup aku tak lengkap bila aku tak menulis, tak menghafal. K bajet macam rajin sangat dulu. Tu lah masalah aku. Time sekolah, aku tak bersungguh-sungguh, bila dah bergelar bekas pelajar sekolah ni baru tergedik-gedik nak rajin belajar. And you know what, aku sampai pernah mimpi buat homework. Boleh bayangkan betapa aku merindui zaman belajar?

Yeah, i do read novels, magazine, tapi bagi aku semua tu tak sama dengan belajar. I wish i have a rewind button. I will rewind everything that i had done in my past year and try to fix and make it right. But it was only just a dream. In your dream fatin. All this money can't buy me a time machine~ *katy perry sesat tetiba*. Yeah, zaman study dekat sekolah aku is the one that got away. Ya, memang kita boleh belajar sampai tua, tapi precious moment adalah belajar di zaman sekolah. It will never come back. School life is precious moment in life. No matter how much you hate school, the teachers, all drama that happen between you and your friends, once you done with school, you gonna miss it one day. Trust me. And that is what happen to me right now.

I keep staring at my references book . I do touched it before but it still look like a new one. Nampak sangat dulu jarang bukak. Time nak exam je bukak gila-gila. And now, bila aku nampak adik aku menghabiskan masa dengan berfoya-foya bersama handphonenya all day long aku akan easily get mad. Serious aku dah macam seorang mak. Mak aku pun tak marah adik aku macam tu. Hey you know what brother, aku taknak kau menyesal macam aku nanti. Seriously aku marah kau dengan penuh kasih sayang dan ikhlas. *kgeli* Aku rasa makin moden zaman ni, makin susah budak-budak nak focus study. They got many social network account. Twitter one of it. And my brother addicted to it. I do give him nasihat semua tu, tapi boys ni tahu lah kan perangai macam mana. Nanti aku yang kena marah balik then bergaduh macam perang dunia . For your information aku memang tengah bergaduh dengan adik aku sekarang. Punca? Same stuff. -.-

So sekarang, lebih baik diam dari berkata apa-apa. Sebab diam boleh menjauhkan diri dari masalah. So adikku yang tersayang, do whatever you want . At least aku dah jalankan tanggungjawab aku sebagai seorang kakak,and the other rest is up to you. Lagipun aku faham, remaja peringkat umur adik aku ni iaitu between 14-16 is still crawling mencari identiti diri.Jangan sampai rebellious sudah lah kan. Kalau nak rebel-rebel memang aku cubit-cubit dia. That's it. Assalamualaikum.

*Takut nak tunggu result spm but at the same time agak teruja sebab aku tak sabar nak sambung belajar.