My past is nothing
Hello guys. Actually takde benda pun nak cerita kat sini, and memang takde benda menarik pun yang berlaku lately. Tapi disebabkan kebosanan yang dah sampai ke level tertinggi, aku rajinkan diri menaip sesuatu disini. Aku rela menaip dari melayan kebosanan aku ni. Sesetengah orang suka cerita pasal masalah diorang dekat blog, luah perasaan bagai. Tapi aku seboleh-bolehnya nak jauhkan diri aku daripada mencerita soal hati aku dekat sini. Sebab.......... Erm. Sebab aku tak suka.
Tapi kalau nak jiwang-jiwang sikit aku rasa takpe kot? K dah cukup pasal tu. Sebenarnya aku kan, dalam dilema. Eh fatin, tadi cakap taknak cerita masalah kat sini? Memang aku taknak cerita pun. Aku nak kata aku dalam dilema je. Harhar. K annoying -.- Ehh, asal aku tak boleh nak serious ni haaa? Ubat tu dah buat aku sedikit tak betul harini. Dah lah. Stop playing around. Cuba straight to the point sikit weh. Sebenarnya kan, ada orang cakap kan, aku dah berubah. Weyy, amende yang berubahnya? -.-
Aku macam ni je lah. The same fatin. Tak pernah berubah. Aku cuma grow up. Get it? Apa yang kau faham dengan grow up? Apa yang aku faham, grow up tu sort of mature. Right? Kalau tak wrong pun peduli apa aku. Lantak lah. This is my point of view. Dulu aku agak bodoh. Sebab aku mudah percayakan orang. Aku suka mengharap pada something yang tak worth it. Aku menangis terhadap sesuatu yang tak layak ditangisi. Aku mencintai sesuatu yang tak layak dicintai, aku setia pada sesuatu yang tak pernah menghargai aku. Sesuatu? K..... Sesiapa please jangan terasa k. Ni takde kena mengena dengan manusia. Haha. Aku setia dengan kucing aku. Lepastu kucing tu lari ikut kucing betina lain. Seriouslah ni. Aku ada kucing k. -.-
*Kembali ke mood asal. Enough pasal kucing* K. Aku dilukai terlalu banyak. Aku sekarang betul-betul grow up. I really mean it. Hati aku semakin kebal dan keras. My heart bleed no more since it turning to stone. Sekeras batu. Yeah, actually something happen to me. It is between me and him and him . K dua orang. Apa yang terjadi ni bagi aku quiet disturbing . Tapi maybe from the beginning i'm not expecting anything from him and at last, nobody get hurts. So yeah, i'm alright. Well i guess, i learn from my past. And i'm glad, i still can smile.
And for Mr.F. Idk whether you still stalking my blog or not since i changed the url. But i still want you to note this anyway. And seriously i don't mind if you not reading this.
' Hey Mr. F. Terima kasih kerana masih concerned dengan kesihatan saya eventhough i'm not that sick. I'm not die yet. I hate it when you treat me like i'm going to die tomorrow. However, i know you care. And thanks for that. I really appreciated that. And about what you told me last night, i hope you're not hoping anything from me. Because i really want to move on and i had forgot about our past. Past really means nothing for me right now. Now, i'm looking forward for my future. I can be your friend. But just friend and not more than that. Please meet someone new soon because i really want to see you happy and live your life. :) '
I'm not ready for any serious relationship. Forever alone? So yeah, i don't care. My family is good enough for me. And please, i can't wait to further my study. Please take me far away from here.
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Monday, 9 April 2012 
12:16 ♥ 
